So Sad. Try, Try, Try Again.. Right?

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Went in for my 8 week ultrasound yesterday. No baby, no heartbeat. Just a gestational sac measuring 5 weeks. So all along that sac was causing my symptoms and bloat, but my baby never formed. I know it's a chromosome issue, nothing I did, nothing I could of done, etc. But I'm still so sad.

I fully intend to try again right away. I am just waiting now to miscarry on my own. I've been bleeding since yesterday, but it isn't severe, very mild. Not sure how long it could take. I am so ready to get pregnant, have a healthy, happy pregnancy, and get my take home baby.

7 Weeks!!

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

How far along: 7 weeks

How big is baby: a blueberry! 1/2 Inch

Weight gain: 3lb. Not quite as ravenous as last week, and I've been able to go a few hours without eating without feeling like I'm goign to die. Score one for me!

Maternity clothes: For comfort reasons, but not out of neccesity.

Stretch marks: no new ones!

Sleep: great! I love love love to sleep. I have very vivid dreams everynight but it doesn't bother me much.

Best moment this week: knowing I have only 5 days and a few hours until my first ultrasound!

Movement: not yet :)

Cravings: sweet tea & cheese

Gender: feeling boy

Labor signs: happy to say none!

Belly button: in

What i miss: not being moody

What im looking forward to: ultrasound in 5.5 days!

Weekly wisdom: I'm not feeling very wise today

Milestones: another week down with no spotting or anything negative at all happening. Thats all I pray for every night.

This are excellent over here! Feeling good. The bloat is finally going down a bit, and still no nausea. I am feeling very blessed here lately.

6 weeks!

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Hi everyone!

How far along: 6 weeks
How big is baby: a sweet pea!
Weught gain: 3lb. This pregnancy is starting out like aidans.. Ravenous right off the bat! Hoping to slow that down.
Maternity clothes: ive been wearing a few shirts just for comfort, not neccesary yet of course.
Stretch marks: no new ones!
Sleep: still averaging 10 glorious hours a night. Lots of tossing and turning though. My hips are already getting sore at night!
Best moment this week: just turning six weeks, less time until my ultrasound!
Movement: im constantly moving, i have a two year old! Lol. No baby movement yet.
Cravings: sweet tea!
Gender: feeling boy
Labor signs: happy to say none!
Belly button: in
What i miss: nothing
What im looking forward to: ultrasound in 13 days!
Weekly wisdom: cliche, but try to relax. Im pregnant today.
Milestones: another week down with no spotting or anything negative at all happening. Thats all i pray for every night.

Im feeling good! Tired at the end of the day but nothing severe. No nausea. Some heartburn and breast tenderness. Overall im just on cloud 9 pretty much all the time. Feeling very blessed in this household.

Aidan had a pedi appt this morning for a flouride treatment, then mike brought him to my work. He had a blast charming everyone at my work. Love his little self so much!

5 Weeks

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

There I am in all of my bloated glory. Random people are already commenting on my pregnancy. Seriously. I think I need a girdle. Or to stop eating everything in sight. lol

Baby size: Apple seed!

How far along: 5 weeks

Total weight gain: +1

Sleep: My body is sore, I pee once a night, I wake up early and am restless- but it’s still good sleep.

Maternity Clothes: Not needed yet

Food cravings: carbs of any form!

Food aversions: Nothing off the top of my head

Symptoms: Heartburn, slightly increased urination, slight fatigue

Stretchmarks: No new ones!

Doctor’s Appointment: First ultrasound March 12th, and first OB appointment soon too, just waiting on a call back to set the date.

Movement: Not yet :)

Belly Button: In still

Gender: Who knows!

Best moment of the week: Being 5 weeks! Not much is getting me down lately.

What I’m looking forward to: My first ultrasound!

What I miss: Not too much, really. I'm just really grateful to be pregnant again.

I'm Back With News

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Wordpress just wasn't what I thought it would be, and I'd all but quit blogging over there before I realized it was because I just hate the interface! So I'm back.

Aidan is 2 years, 2 months, and some days old. He is talking more, running around, and just generally being the best little boy ever. Love him to pieces.

Since the last time I was here I got pregnant again (August 29th I got my BFP). We packed up, moved to a bigger house, and then I started bleeding. I was diagnosed with a Subchorionic Hematoma at 9 weeks and I bled daily until I lost our angel at 15 weeks. It was just too much.

But we were in our new house, picked out for our family of 4 and suddenly we're back to a family of three. We made it through the first few weeks (thanks to Buspar for me, and beer for Mike, and Aidan snuggles for both of us). Once I got my cycle back we wanted to try again, so we did.

And on February 12th, 2012 I got this:

Due October 23rd, 2012! Now let us just hope for a healthy one this time, okay?? I'm only 4w1d right now, but I'm way too excited to keep it a secret. I'm so excited to be starting this journey again!

4 Weeks:

How far along? 4 Weeks 1 Day

Total weight gain/loss: 0 - I'm enjoying this number while I can!

Sleep: I can't get enough. The exhaustion hit early this time. I'm yawning all day, and by 9pm if I'm not in bed I am literally falling asleep on the couch!

Best moment this week: Getting my BFP! Even though we had been trying, it's still a shock to see it happen so quickly.

Movement: Just gas bubbles moving around in there ;)

Symptoms: Hungry all the time, tired, heartburn.

Food cravings: No cravings yet!

Food aversions: None yet.

Gender: No idea!

Labor Signs: None

Belly Button in or out? In.

What I miss: Nothing

What I am looking forward to: First ultrasound March 12th to see the heartbeat!

Weekly Wisdom: RELAX! Worrying accomplishes nothing.

Milestones: Umm... getting pregnant! lol


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